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hey world. i start with a bad note. i know. but i just cant resist to write it cause that is what im feeling now. sad, dissapointed and frustrated.

all kind of emotions but im still trying to be strong.. why must it always be me? im the girl. u're the guy. what i want from u is just attention and texts.. do u know how much i miss and think of you when imin school. and what were you thinking? u made me sad.
i know he's not gonna read but oh gosh.. this is hurtful. try to understand me sayang. pls. :'(

ive got no more words to say. i just miss and love him still.

helo world.. oops ok ya'll may have said err this girl is collecting dust aagain.. anyhoo, im not. im just finding the right time to write. hehe. just wanna say that school been really fun. i hope it continues to be the same.

and oh congrats to love's sis. happy newly wed! she's pretty as ever and looks flawless on that day. they were pronunced husband and wife on last sat. well, i had a preetyy much fun time spent. esp with him around. of coz. and knew this lovely nora. hey new friend..
i dont wish this r/s to have an end to it. coz the both of us are just going with the flow. and listen up guys.. dont try to break us apart. i accpt whoever he is bcoz of sincerity. at least i have the heart to love someone whole-heartedly. ive never felt this way before till i found him. so please leave us alone. thankyou.

and to that someone, be strong. it's a normal thing in r/s.. give her time and u'll love her again. =)

to my dearest amalina,
i know how much hurt u are facing now but trust me, put that aside. focuz on ur aim. be succesful and show her that u're not what she think. and u became like this with no one's supprt but u urself. prove her wrong. whatever matters, u still have me. pls remember that. i will never forget you. so pls dont cry. i love you!

alright thats it for now. i feel like there's alot of thing to do but i dont know what. hahaha. sayaang u all. muax!

whats up world. =)
so ysterday was my second day of poly life. i seem to have fun with people around me. and guess what, after school, me and aryna hang out at koufu and camwhore with aryna's webcam.. thanx lovely! we somehow had a long chat and i love it. it's like heart to heart ah. chey. haha. but school just now was alll about laughing. hahaha. hilarious.

anyhoo, after that i went to work. decided to let out whats pulling my heart down and making myself drag to work to nasha.. i swear i love her for understanding me. and to nicole who is willing to hear what i have to say and have a heart-to-heart talk too. now im happy again.=)

welcome me back to blogging!

well first of all, its april! and its the start of something new. poly life begins. wonder how it was? awesome. so far and i hope it stays at it is. new friends are found. and oh surprisingly, azzrul gonna be with me for the next 3years. amzing?! haha. NURSING maybe what i dont wish to be but now, i gotta aim higher cause at least there's a future for me. we're not kids anymore who can chnge our desired jobs in the future. now its the time i really see myself being anurse. hehe. insya'allah.

am i still working? oh yes. but im trying out this few weeks. ive been shagged these few days..not spending equal time on my daily routine.. so this is gonna be a trial week for me. but to leave is a sad thing.. coz that is where i found lovely friends. and nasha and mai.

girlfriends? the word sorry maybe be worthless to them but to ain,mira,ama..sorry if i wasnt being the girlfriend u all expect.. i know it sucks but ........

to love, he's been the best. but in people's eyes, he's not. but i couldnt care much. cause the story, its btw me and him not others.

as ya'll can see.. the years past so fast.. in this journey of life, i learn alot of things that taught me how tothink and act maturedly. thanks to greatest, Allah swt. for gvg me a chance to be in this world.

to ya'll out there...goodluck in life. =) love!

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