oh hello world!
firstttt of all, i was so frustrated with some people. its sucks lahhhhhh.

plus my moooddd is not right at all. lots of things happening. stress deh!
anyhoo, i got a character in that layar andayu audition, as a MAMASAN..wats that?
it's someone who takecare of the pros! like omg.. pfft. but whatever.. jst go on. what i know, im gonna make a chnge somehow in the future. we're gonna rock mcg!
shall not elaborate more. and yeah we got a new JUARA.. :)

exam aree err no comment. i will smack by mum for sure. im ready to cry in pain. :):(
so in conclusion, i had a bad day!

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~jika suatu hari
aku membuat
keputusan begitu,
tidak bermakna aku lupakan dirmu.
hanya kerana aku tahu,
aku tidak akan kehilanganmu,
bila kau menjadi temanku.
maafkan aku membuat kau menunggu,
tapi disaat itu, aku buntu.
berulang kali aku cuba menyayangimu,
tidak pernah skali aku rasa seperti dahulu.
aku tahu keikhlasan hatimu,
tapi maafkan aku,
kerna kau,
akan hanya menjadi temanku.

di sini masih terpendam
perasaan yang selama ini ku tanam.
hari demi hari aku bertanya,
masihkah aku penting dalam dirinya.

walau kau melafazkan kata cinta,
aku masih keliru.

hey world. i start with a bad note. i know. but i just cant resist to write it cause that is what im feeling now. sad, dissapointed and frustrated.

all kind of emotions but im still trying to be strong.. why must it always be me? im the girl. u're the guy. what i want from u is just attention and texts.. do u know how much i miss and think of you when imin school. and what were you thinking? u made me sad.
i know he's not gonna read but oh gosh.. this is hurtful. try to understand me sayang. pls. :'(

ive got no more words to say. i just miss and love him still.

helo world.. oops ok ya'll may have said err this girl is collecting dust aagain.. anyhoo, im not. im just finding the right time to write. hehe. just wanna say that school been really fun. i hope it continues to be the same.

and oh congrats to love's sis. happy newly wed! she's pretty as ever and looks flawless on that day. they were pronunced husband and wife on last sat. well, i had a preetyy much fun time spent. esp with him around. of coz. and knew this lovely nora. hey new friend..
i dont wish this r/s to have an end to it. coz the both of us are just going with the flow. and listen up guys.. dont try to break us apart. i accpt whoever he is bcoz of sincerity. at least i have the heart to love someone whole-heartedly. ive never felt this way before till i found him. so please leave us alone. thankyou.

and to that someone, be strong. it's a normal thing in r/s.. give her time and u'll love her again. =)

to my dearest amalina,
i know how much hurt u are facing now but trust me, put that aside. focuz on ur aim. be succesful and show her that u're not what she think. and u became like this with no one's supprt but u urself. prove her wrong. whatever matters, u still have me. pls remember that. i will never forget you. so pls dont cry. i love you!

alright thats it for now. i feel like there's alot of thing to do but i dont know what. hahaha. sayaang u all. muax!

whats up world. =)
so ysterday was my second day of poly life. i seem to have fun with people around me. and guess what, after school, me and aryna hang out at koufu and camwhore with aryna's webcam.. thanx lovely! we somehow had a long chat and i love it. it's like heart to heart ah. chey. haha. but school just now was alll about laughing. hahaha. hilarious.

anyhoo, after that i went to work. decided to let out whats pulling my heart down and making myself drag to work to nasha.. i swear i love her for understanding me. and to nicole who is willing to hear what i have to say and have a heart-to-heart talk too. now im happy again.=)